Change is good

Pictures pictures pictures! Oh how I wish I could post a few pics but unfortunately I can't right now. My internet is terribly slow which is another reason why I haven't posted much this week. Somehow spending an hour or more waiting for pictures to upload is not my idea of fun and fun is important being that my New Year's resolution is to choose happiness. I use the term New Year's resolution quite loosely here since I didn't make any, this idea organically grew in my mind through the year. So far so good. And talking about resolutions, I've been thinking about those things that I've wanted to do since I was 16. It's been 10yrs now and some have come to fruition while others lurk in the depths of my mind. What a perfect time ahead of the move to rekindle with that list and pursue it someday soon. I love how someday soon is non committal with the potential of becoming real, either way there's no guilt there - another resolution. I figure by living authentically there's less opportunity to put unnecessary pressure on myself. The younger me knows all about pressure. Having started working on tv almost 10yrs ago, I always lived in the future. Constantly planning and waiting for the next moment, hoping that with it will come a feeling of success that will bring joy. As the achievements piled up, that moment continued to allude me. And as a result I placed more pressure upon myself. Even though life has evolved for the good, there's still bad habits that creep up that I'd like to boot. And living for tomorrow is one. I know that there's power in making a sincere decision to change. Change in itself is a life long transition and making that decision steers one in the desired direction. I notice I talk about change a lot. That's because I really don't want to be a prisoner to my bad habits. Whether or not they can be justified is beside the point. And the point being -happiness is a choice. One you make every day.