Yesterday was an odd day where I felt I wasn't doing very well as a mom. Baby boy fussed most of the day and he was refusing to eat. That, coupled with his growing defiance and push for independence, brought me to tears of exhaustion. I then went into my room, closed the door, cried from frustration, kneeled and pleaded for Heavenly help.
I then wiped off my tears, returned to the lounge, got on the laptop and found a video by Elder Holland about motherhood. The message in the video, gave me the strength to end the day on a high. I walked over to that sweet baby boy, apologized for shouting at him and explained why he needed to eat his food. I wiped off his tears and made him another meal.
Sometimes a mother needs to give in, to receive the lesson. And my lesson was to know that by doing my best, I'm doing alright.
You are hastening the work of salvation through motherhood Ntombi. I love you give Pana a big hug and a kiss for me.
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