What's going on in the world?
No seriously I really do not know what's happening outside these doors. Besides the fact that it's nighttime and I'm waiting for my dear husband to come home. But that's not the world. It's my little protected world. I mean I haven't got a clue as to what's happening in Washington, no idea regarding the going ons in the Middle East (because there's always something going on in the Middle East), no knowledge regarding my home country ( minus the tweet I read about riots in Cape Town which alarmed me enough to write this post - my family is in Cape Town). By now I'm sure you fully comprehend my clueless state, alright, well let us continue. Once upon a time world matters were at the center of my thoughts. During that life phase it was important to be in the know, engaged and opinionated. I guess I thought I could make a difference and fix some of what appeared to be wrong. I tried. I tried hard. There were many failures but just as many successes. That's the thing with youth, your naivety gives you courage. That's the beauty of youth. And for that beauty I will risk the chance of coming across as "ignorant" by discussing a new direction of thinking. Because there's something really important going on here. And to me that something is possibly more important than the situation in Benghazi (if there's even a situation in Benghazi). Forgive me if that sentence may seem callous. Let me hurry to my point before I really offend someone.
After 12mins of eating up self enforced guilt of no longer being evolved in a "worthy cause", I realized something. Baby boy is a cause enough. Him I can influence. And I feel it important to do all that is within my knowledge and power to bring good into his world. Being a parent is hard work. Soon the world will try to tell him who he is and when that day comes I hope that he will remember Who's he is.
This insane yet wonderful opportunity to be his mother is one that I do not take lightly. It's an indescribable prevelige of a seeded love. It means that our Father in Heaven has entrusted me with one of His spirit children. What an honor.
And yes I may not know who the current president of France is (unless it's still Nicolas Sarkozy). Nor am I publicly active in the betterment of the future of Africa. Luckily for us all there are thousands and hopefully millions of brilliant young minds making a positive impact in our world. This young mind has a diaper to change.